I have been on a diet since I was born - I was 12 lb even then which for 1955 was very heavy! What ever happened the weight never came off. My mother was obsessed and had me on a diet and exercise plan at the age of 3!
I even spent 7 years on 150 calories a day, water tablets and slimming pills - and I wont tell you what else I did, to try and lose weight. Most people would have died through malnutrition but I was still slowly putting on weight!
So why I started on my spiritual journey it absolutely made sense that I was paying back negative karma as being overweight made me very unhappy. I had chosen to be overweight as I felt that I needed to suffer and punish myself for what I had done (or perceived I had done) in past lives. This explained why everything I did didnt work. So I had to work very hard at forgiving myself and releasing the need to suffer and punish. I can help you do this as I have so much experience now.
There will more on this subject later this week on how dying of starvation or thirst in past lives affects your weight more. Also how other past lives affect your weight now
